Greys Anatomy
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Working, drinking, sex, crying (so much crying!)

it all comes out following the death of one of their own.
Sounds fun and cool, right?!
Lets start with Bailey, shall we?
I mean, shes still processing her mothers death too, which, you know, also just happened.
Shes in a state and no one can blame her.
She, however, is looking for answers.
Its a real slap in the face to Owen, Teddy, and Webber to a certain extent.
Thats when Webber has to get tough.
Let them grieve, for Gods sake!
he yells at her.
Everyone in this hospital has been through enough and this would be torture.
He wont allow it.
Its Webber who finds a way to help his people grieve since they cant have a funeral.
He sets up a memorial outside of the hospital.
Bailey almost misses it because she cant get a handle on what shes feeling.
Surprisingly, its Schmitt who comes to find her as she is standing in the gallery over the O.R.
Schmitt talks to her about Jewish traditions when it comes to grieving and how healing they are.
It gets to her.
And then she walks over and gives Ben a big, long-awaited hug.
The relief in this moment is palpable!
DeLucas memorial is simple, but moving.
They put together a video of people from the hospital saying nice things and telling stories about DeLuca.
He died trying to do just that, so perhaps that is comforting to his loved ones.
People need some good news around this place.
In fact, she wants to try and wean her off the ventilator.
How is this not working?
The answer is simple: Its the freaking beach.
Merediths still hanging out in paradise in the perfect button-down shirt when along comes Derek again.
Its infuriating to be so close but not close enough.
Hes not wrong but also, Im not in the mood for cutesy MerDer flirting at the moment.
Just kidding, of course I am!
Of course this means that back in the real world hospital hellscape, Merediths condition gets worse.
She needs to fight for her kids and she needs to fight for her friends.
They need you, Grey, he tells her.
I know, she responds.
But shes not sure she can fight.
Its so nice and free of pain where she is.
For a moment, it seems like she might be fighting.
But that moment is fleeting.
That cant be good.
We may have someone elses health to worry about soon: Remember I mentioned Teddy hallucinating and looking unsteady?
It gets worse throughout the episode.
When everyone has cleared out after DeLucas memorial, Owen finds Teddy sitting alone on the curb.
She doesnt respond to anything he says, she just stares.
Owen has to physically carry her out.
Something is very wrong with Teddy.
The O.R.
Board
Maggie (and Winston, who has privileges now!)
work on a patient who is terrified of getting COVID.
Its a good one.
Okay, Helm and Maggies back-to-back hug hit hard.
People need physical contact!
All she wants is for them not to keep secrets from one another.
Seems easy enough, right?
Wait, so, Jo is not going to adopt Luna?!
What are we doing here, people??
Have we really moved on from this so soon?
Catherines latest cancer scan showed no growth!
Thats some nice news in the midst of all this doom and gloom, isnt it?
In case you havent been emotionally tormented enough: Zola writes letters to her dad in her journal.
Im not saying I have superpowers or anything, but I am saying I may have manifestedthis happeninglast week.
Youre welcome, #Japril shippers!
Now Ill begin my work on getting Cristina Yang back in Seattle.
Merediths kids dance it out, too!